Yet another day 2

Its a perfect 'yet another day' at office. Today morning, our cab driver didnt turn up neither did my cab partner, since coincidently, someone close departed in each of their houses. So had to make it to office by local bus. No issues though. Am feeling a bit nostalgic though. While i was travelling in the bus, sandwiched between two ppl, on the last seat; thoughts like 'what the heck', what the fuck am i doing', 'where am i', 'is this all necessary', were raking up my gray area. And the same hangover is going on, now too. This is the biggest disadvantage of the philosophy- lets take it as it comes. But the time you are anchored on to something, you would have flown away pretty far, far away from where you wanted to reach. Right now, i am this dichotomy. I really dont know what to do, and where to head