Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Dday

D- day is here. Finally the target is being achieved today, though there is no respite at all. Have a very hectic day. Hope to wind it up as planned. Need to catch up on sleep, but I don't see it happening anytime soon. Eitherways, the seeds have been sown. Just anxiously as well as desperately checking as to which door will open first, and high time it opens. Well the dilemma has always been the same few things- do you disturb equilibrium or not. Is the refuge of the equilibrium safe? Reality checks of driven by Means or End? The fucking gray matter just refuses and is never at equilibrium. I just hope all this turmoil is slowly unlocking a door somewhere for me!!!
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Status Check

The past two weeks have been extremly stressful, and so do I foresee the coming 4 days. What's kind of alarming has been those acute which I have getting over the past two sundays. Had never experienced them before. Is it time to brace the reality- I AM STRESSED or is there still some soul searching to do. One good factor or conscious decision that has been taken is that 'no more secret life' the thought itself is so liberating. Come november and I will b done with it. Need a serious sabattical for a few years. Need to live, experience and enjoy that life too. Come to see of it, I still need to do things differently- but worrying factor is that the last month or so, show no indication of this. So let's see, eventually I need to do something aboutit and retrain myself from straying away..let's start from today.
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Thursday, September 03, 2009

Bangalore Skyscapes

Monsoon season has indeed painted the sky .................memorable
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Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Bangalore traffic at its best

Thanks to the governor, traffic just got screwed
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