Perhaps its the deepest trough i have ever been in my life. Experiencing a whole cocktail of different emotions. To summarise, I am free, I came out winning (depends how is it defined). BUT it took the following experiences over a three day period to do so - embarassment, shame, fear, guilt, depression, near death, repentance, redemption, hope, disgust, unforgiveness, desperation, renunciation, suicide, lost, et all. Glad its over, glad I died, glad i lost pieces of my armour, glad i fell, glad i cried. Its a new beginning, all over again.
::BJ:::::.. :::::...:on...:::d::...m::ov..e
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