Dillusions

Dillusion- when definite thoughts and uncertain thoughts cross each others. Boy no doubt this is the litmus one for holding fort. No two ways about it all. I have to put my BP and MP together asap. Though there has been significant omens popping up at the right time, its all a question of belief and energies! And also the most awaited omen has to see the light of the day, in the next fortnight or so. Now all of a sudden all the Wisdom oneliners seem to speak only to me. Also Direct Proportions will be the bottom line for the nights to follow.

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Hmm This is it!

So far so good. Things indeed are falling into place. Though the response was plesantly surprising, today is the wait n watch day. Whichever way it goes I shall be driving the final nail today, kind of scary but then I guess this is what it takes.
Sometimes, wrestling with the thought whether is it a forced vision of convenience or not. I guess I have no choice but to believe them. As ever hoping that these turn out to be right guiding stars.
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Trusting Trust

I really don't if I did the right thing in jumping the gun. Though I am guilty of biting the apple, I just did trusting TRUST a lot. I hope I am not let down by my instinct or victimised by my action. My only Risk is that I have just given far too much time for response and contemplation, which I hope doesn't work against me. But having risked so, I am playing the innonence, moral, friendship, and relationship card. A lot depends on how rthings go today. Just I have to say is that - have just trusted trusty in this action.
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Random thoughts

Well it does quite a 'lot' of things to steer than to ride. I think with winds of change puffing your sails, the best seat in no doubt the steer! With the 'Eureka' moment already ezperienced, I just need to dig really deep into belief and the famed 3Ds to paddle up further. Really, the thought is quite an adrenaline in itself. Its would quite a be a journey to pursue..........m
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Dday

D- day is here. Finally the target is being achieved today, though there is no respite at all. Have a very hectic day. Hope to wind it up as planned. Need to catch up on sleep, but I don't see it happening anytime soon. Eitherways, the seeds have been sown. Just anxiously as well as desperately checking as to which door will open first, and high time it opens. Well the dilemma has always been the same few things- do you disturb equilibrium or not. Is the refuge of the equilibrium safe? Reality checks of driven by Means or End? The fucking gray matter just refuses and is never at equilibrium. I just hope all this turmoil is slowly unlocking a door somewhere for me!!!
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Status Check

The past two weeks have been extremly stressful, and so do I foresee the coming 4 days. What's kind of alarming has been those acute which I have getting over the past two sundays. Had never experienced them before. Is it time to brace the reality- I AM STRESSED or is there still some soul searching to do. One good factor or conscious decision that has been taken is that 'no more secret life' the thought itself is so liberating. Come november and I will b done with it. Need a serious sabattical for a few years. Need to live, experience and enjoy that life too. Come to see of it, I still need to do things differently- but worrying factor is that the last month or so, show no indication of this. So let's see, eventually I need to do something aboutit and retrain myself from straying away..let's start from today.
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Bangalore Skyscapes

Monsoon season has indeed painted the sky .................memorable
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Bangalore traffic at its best

Thanks to the governor, traffic just got screwed
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